stuck.

sometimes i get stuck.

mentally, usually. typically as a reflection of my environment. my bedroom, for example, in this apartment is a source of mental frustration and stubbornness. the walls are this awkward beige color and it, for whatever reason, really annoys me. therefore my decorating is all over the place, just throwing stuff around trying to cover the beige. but that leads to more chaos, mentally. i like the things i have up -- such as the tibetan prayer flags, pictures from home -- but i just know it could be better. but i can't move forward or look past this color.

so this weekend i resolve to change this. i will pick a theme (i'm thinking paper crane flock on the ceiling), take down the things i've seen all year, rearrange, and start over. it's half way through the school year, so i think it's time.

i'm listening to lionel ritchie & the commodore's "i'm easy like sunday morning", which i find ironic, while i talk about stubbornness.

also, don't judge me because i listen to lionel ritchie. there's a reason he's so popular.

i draw do, however, draw the line at barry manilow.